Wednesday 22 May 2013

Holy want to curl up and go to sleep batman

Good day to you fine readers, what a lovely day it iszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, sorry i keep dozing off, I'm seriously tired. I didn't get to bed late, i was all set to read my kindle, i have 85 new books to read on it , i was sneaky and found the free kindle books on amazon, including some to read to the kids at night so i was rather excited, anyway i didn't get past 2 pages before falling asleep lol. Damian came over and i was probably drooling and snoring, or farting. goodness knows what and he snuggled in, this managed to wake me up and i didn't go to sleep for a short while later. So having a disturbed nights sleep didn't help when i awoke and it was overcast. i just want to go back to bed, why do i always have to get up and get the kids to school? probably cause I'm the only one there . doh!!

i get the half of my kids that are not sick  off to school while doing my usual cleaning up after them and getting ready to do my workout when suddenly, rock and roll, my vertigo yells "oh you are awake , cool we can play"  not fun, it felt like i was on a boat when i stood up, so i took  something to help and kept trying with my workout. mum was saying i can see you are visibly stressed ,so we can do this Sunday, nope i had to get it done, i just said no its ok gotta try, it hasn't been fatal in 4 years so I'm not going to die from this. then i wobbled my way through my workout but holy sheesh i was tired, I just hope the kids germs have not tried to camp out in me as i will not be impressed. i have been walking around cleaning everything saying, "Catch it , bin it , kill it guys,"

 lol paranoid much and the only thing that worries me is not being able to train. Before i would have been frantic thinking i would get sick and possibly die thanks to anxiety but now i am moreconcerned with losing strength and not being able to train. I pushed through my training even though there were moments i was thinking it would be easier to go to lay down.  i got through it and even survived shopping at two different stores, i felt relieved to be home though and I'm fighting the urge to have a sleep lol. 

I have so far completed 200 of my 300 push up challenge this week which is on top of the workouts we already have to do . 
i will throw in the pic i took of myself as i was hurrying to the car to go shopping, I'm doing a flair stand lol, its simply me standing with one leg out and one hand pointing up lol look at me go.

 until next time , take care and say hi to ya mum for me